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Suzanna Wong
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010
The last straw
When A told someone about this..
When B told someone about this..
Somehow the story version seems to be different, who should u actually trust?!
What if everyone only seen the good side of you..
What if everyone only hear the good side of you..
Who can actually judge wtf really happen instead of just hearing the story from 1 side?!
If you are close friends with A & B then i would say you have the rights to.
You can tell the whole world how fked up, how cb i am or how good you are. I don't care!!
It doesn't matter how others judge me all that matters is people that actually
understand & cares for me.
You guys wanne talk behind my back why not just come face to face to ask me, if you even fking dare to instead of just bs-ing.
This is the last straw..
I had enough!!
I think i had been rather nice to you already for this few months but yet every single week, u MUST emo me for days and its already not the first time your doing this to me.
You know how xinku i am anot?! Do you truly know?!
Who can actually truly understand how emoified you get..
No one knows expect for me..
In life there are alot of setbacks & problems but yet u have to learn how to face the problem instead of running away, no matter what you have to solve it somehow isn't it? Instead of dragging on you shld learn to face and accept the fact.
It's time you should learn how to..
I have been thru alot more then any of you can think of, if i can live thru this 22years there isn't anithing that can't be solve.. I had tio too much drama in life so you better don't push your luck too far, i can be petty nasty if things turn out that way..
If i had choosen to ignore you, i just hope you learn to respect it.
Maybe by then we might still be able to be friends when time pass on..
When you been thru so many r/s yet everytime it seems to turn out the wrong way u expected it to be, heartache are the only company u had & i really hate that feeling.
The fears towards r/s still hunts me but i still hope to attempt 1 last try just for you..
When B told someone about this..
Somehow the story version seems to be different, who should u actually trust?!
What if everyone only seen the good side of you..
What if everyone only hear the good side of you..
Who can actually judge wtf really happen instead of just hearing the story from 1 side?!
If you are close friends with A & B then i would say you have the rights to.
You can tell the whole world how fked up, how cb i am or how good you are. I don't care!!
It doesn't matter how others judge me all that matters is people that actually
understand & cares for me.
You guys wanne talk behind my back why not just come face to face to ask me, if you even fking dare to instead of just bs-ing.
This is the last straw..
I had enough!!
I think i had been rather nice to you already for this few months but yet every single week, u MUST emo me for days and its already not the first time your doing this to me.
You know how xinku i am anot?! Do you truly know?!
Who can actually truly understand how emoified you get..
No one knows expect for me..
In life there are alot of setbacks & problems but yet u have to learn how to face the problem instead of running away, no matter what you have to solve it somehow isn't it? Instead of dragging on you shld learn to face and accept the fact.
It's time you should learn how to..
I have been thru alot more then any of you can think of, if i can live thru this 22years there isn't anithing that can't be solve.. I had tio too much drama in life so you better don't push your luck too far, i can be petty nasty if things turn out that way..
If i had choosen to ignore you, i just hope you learn to respect it.
Maybe by then we might still be able to be friends when time pass on..
When you been thru so many r/s yet everytime it seems to turn out the wrong way u expected it to be, heartache are the only company u had & i really hate that feeling.
The fears towards r/s still hunts me but i still hope to attempt 1 last try just for you..
With ♥ From Suzanna [11:43 AM]
Monday, April 26, 2010
^-^
Yesterday meet up with Esther, Sherica, Nagi, Tmn & Mushi for lan.
We sort of having training but yet i seems to be the only 1 that is anyhow-ing and emoing lol..
Sorry about that..
Well.. we gotten 4th for the compy today, very enjoyable but seriously i'm damn noob! lol..
Woohoo first time of my life i didn't sleep for 2days + and i still manage to play compy and the best part of it is that i seriously don't know what am i doing through out all the games..
After compy went home straight to nap awhile but i'm still feeling tired now..
Jiayi: Bake Piyo biscuits for me can?
Me: Bake Suxkura biscuits easier
jiayiz lim zzz really.. 仆街 says (4:31 AM):
too big 不美观， 吃了也很恶心
LOL!
To that someone:
Will you let me be the 1 that u will hold on for the rest of ur life?
I love you ^-^
We sort of having training but yet i seems to be the only 1 that is anyhow-ing and emoing lol..
Sorry about that..
Well.. we gotten 4th for the compy today, very enjoyable but seriously i'm damn noob! lol..
Woohoo first time of my life i didn't sleep for 2days + and i still manage to play compy and the best part of it is that i seriously don't know what am i doing through out all the games..
After compy went home straight to nap awhile but i'm still feeling tired now..
Jiayi: Bake Piyo biscuits for me can?
Me: Bake Suxkura biscuits easier
jiayiz lim zzz really.. 仆街 says (4:31 AM):
too big 不美观， 吃了也很恶心
LOL!
To that someone:
Will you let me be the 1 that u will hold on for the rest of ur life?
I love you ^-^
With ♥ From Suzanna [3:53 AM]
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Pictures speaks a thousand word
EPIC PIC OF THE DAY~
Happy 18th Birthday Seabear~
Red Vs Black
More picture @ FB~
With ♥ From Suzanna [10:27 PM]
Friday, April 16, 2010
sux!
Went to do my hair but somehow the fringe seems quite short and the colour rather bright.. =/
Ahhhh~ Why are you always so nice to me maybe way too nice that I'm feeling so guilty yet i can't do anything in return for you..
Am i being selfish!?
I was blogging half way thinking of all the things you said just now and yet again thanks for pissing me off, you should know how much i hate it when people assume things.. Can't i even be tired and not talk?!
Words are easily said but how true can that be? If it's so true i suppose i wont be feeling so empty.. Action simply speaks louder then words..
Maybe all this is just another illusion..
2weeks!!
Ahhhh~ Why are you always so nice to me maybe way too nice that I'm feeling so guilty yet i can't do anything in return for you..
Am i being selfish!?
I was blogging half way thinking of all the things you said just now and yet again thanks for pissing me off, you should know how much i hate it when people assume things.. Can't i even be tired and not talk?!
Words are easily said but how true can that be? If it's so true i suppose i wont be feeling so empty.. Action simply speaks louder then words..
Maybe all this is just another illusion..
2weeks!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [8:20 PM]
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Happy wee~
Late again as usual =x
Sushi with Cass, Esther,Cloud,Fm at Cineleisure~
Thanks for the treat Cloudbu remember to claim from blackie ur share oki3 lol..
Caught "'How To Train Your Dragon"
Toothless is really CUTE!!
How i wish i had a pet like that =/
Went over to C.A.S after movies and play 2games but sadly cloud need to zhao first~
Sorry arhh make you guys wait for me so long =/
Thanks Jason for the Lan Treat =)
Today is the day where everything start afresh..
I'm really happy today although there are certain things that makes me upset but I'm oki3 now..
No matter what happens in the future you will always be that special friend to me, countless of thank you and countless of sorry for making you emo + lose.. But still THANKS!
I'm glad i didn't lose a friend =)
Thank You guys for being there for me when I'm so lost..
The darkest time of my life makes me realized who my true friends are..
Although this isn't something really major but it meant a lot to me..
Love you all~ =)
* Hair > Me * that's something i will remember for life!! Hair more important! Hais~
Guys ai mei really> Girls
I think you know who I'm referring to...
SO HAPPY CAN ^-^ loves
Something really meaningful: (Read oh~)
如果你和你的他/她分隔两地，请不要放手。 哪怕你承受着很痛苦的思念，哪怕每天晚上都会睡不着！ 只要你坚持了！那么你将拥有别人没有的幸福！ 珍惜现在所拥有的才是你应该做的事。 他/她不希望等来的是空白！ 有些事物等失去了，再回头就已经没有了。 当你发觉他\她是多么爱你、对你多重要的时候，再回头说“对不起”就已经晚了， 不是每句对不起都能换来没关系的… “执子之手，与子谐老”分隔两地的...
Sushi with Cass, Esther,Cloud,Fm at Cineleisure~
Thanks for the treat Cloudbu remember to claim from blackie ur share oki3 lol..
Caught "'How To Train Your Dragon"
Toothless is really CUTE!!
How i wish i had a pet like that =/
Went over to C.A.S after movies and play 2games but sadly cloud need to zhao first~
Sorry arhh make you guys wait for me so long =/
Thanks Jason for the Lan Treat =)
Today is the day where everything start afresh..
I'm really happy today although there are certain things that makes me upset but I'm oki3 now..
No matter what happens in the future you will always be that special friend to me, countless of thank you and countless of sorry for making you emo + lose.. But still THANKS!
I'm glad i didn't lose a friend =)
Thank You guys for being there for me when I'm so lost..
The darkest time of my life makes me realized who my true friends are..
Although this isn't something really major but it meant a lot to me..
Love you all~ =)
* Hair > Me * that's something i will remember for life!! Hair more important! Hais~
Guys ai mei really> Girls
I think you know who I'm referring to...
SO HAPPY CAN ^-^ loves
Something really meaningful: (Read oh~)
如果你和你的他/她分隔两地，请不要放手。 哪怕你承受着很痛苦的思念，哪怕每天晚上都会睡不着！ 只要你坚持了！那么你将拥有别人没有的幸福！ 珍惜现在所拥有的才是你应该做的事。 他/她不希望等来的是空白！ 有些事物等失去了，再回头就已经没有了。 当你发觉他\她是多么爱你、对你多重要的时候，再回头说“对不起”就已经晚了， 不是每句对不起都能换来没关系的… “执子之手，与子谐老”分隔两地的...
With ♥ From Suzanna [2:48 AM]
Monday, April 12, 2010
:'(
I thought I'm strong enough but yet tears just flows down..
Why did u have to remind me all this...
I'm really extremely upset today really hope ur here =/
Wo ser mo dou bu yao le..
Headache -_-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6guFUeCV9hQ&feature=player_embedded#
Why did u have to remind me all this...
I'm really extremely upset today really hope ur here =/
Wo ser mo dou bu yao le..
Headache -_-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6guFUeCV9hQ&feature=player_embedded#
With ♥ From Suzanna [4:32 AM]
The last time~
The hurt u have caused isn't a 1day thing its something which accumulates over the years and the funniest thing was that u didn't even know there's a problem all this years.. I wonder why i used to get upset every night because of you..
I really wonder~
All the lies u have been making up to fu yan wo yet only after 2yrs u realize its really time to change but did u even know that it's too late ?
If there's no trust nothing really matters..
Some things gou le jiu shi gou le zhen de hen nan zai hui dao nan gou qu..
It's never gonna be the same again anymore~
This will be the last time I'm crying for you again..
I really wonder~
All the lies u have been making up to fu yan wo yet only after 2yrs u realize its really time to change but did u even know that it's too late ?
If there's no trust nothing really matters..
Some things gou le jiu shi gou le zhen de hen nan zai hui dao nan gou qu..
It's never gonna be the same again anymore~
This will be the last time I'm crying for you again..
With ♥ From Suzanna [12:22 AM]
Sunday, April 11, 2010
=(
I MISS YOU
YES YOU
ONLY YOU!!!
YES YOU
ONLY YOU!!!
Didn't sleep well the previous day due to all the renovation outside my house and woke up with a really bad headache so didn't went bowling with Esther & Cass.. Sorry =(
Esther seems to hate me for scamming her bowling & pepper lunch.. lol
Woke up in the evening and went out to meet Esther before heading down to Funan. Had our dinner at Pasta Mania but the pizza we ordered like kinda salty and the drink quite sweet -.- ahh~ Sub-Way is a NO!! NO!!
Lose the compy to some people that i didn't really like although quite sian but somehow i wasn't emo at all just that i feels that i deprove a lot.. Seriously its time to train and stop slacking!! =/ Need some motivation lor~
Rm 4 shi ma.. oki3!!
Don't really have the mood to go home so went to lan with Esther, Cloud & Fm to C.A.S but somehow my mood = sian..
Wee~ damn happy they accompany me to eat the bean curd i have been craving for quite awhile.. =)
As usual this Esther drag me to eat with her, sux lor i don't know to love you or hate you!! Later on the 3 of them PS me and went home.. Hais!! Luckily Tmn came down to accompany me & we play till morning before heading home.. Its really nice to have people accompany you home instead of being alone..
Plenty of things running through my mind now.. Ahh~
Maybe it's time for me to really move on and learn how to handle things on my own instead of being so dependent on others.. There's something else that I'm looking forward too and its about time i change my life style too~
Somehow i feel so helpless at time but at the same time.. I'm HAPPY!! =) Hehe..
Can you stop making me emo every single time you talk to me?! Every time i have to use a really good attitude to talk to you in order not to let you emo but yet you never once consider about my feelings. I know there are certain things that causes you to be lidat but I have feelings too and i just can't stand it any longer.. It's not the first time already~ Hais what have i done to deserve this..
I didn't really wanted to talk about this but maybe can kinda clear up some misunderstanding or whatever impression I'm giving..
It's not that i don't like you or I'm showing you some attitude its just that i don't like to socialize with people I'm not close with so usually i will just give a very dao attitude be it online or real life. The only time you see me talk nonsense will be with those people I'm comfortable with.. I'm like that so if you can't take it just fk off i don't really care anyway.. Some people said I'm rather arrogant cause i always play with those well known Msia players something which i find it rather hilarious.. Are you jealous or something? Well.. those who understands me will know if it lidat.. =)
It's really funny how fate played everyone out, you might have known this person for a very long period of time but yet you never talk to him once but somehow after going through so much you realize he was the one you been searching for all this while..
How i wish everything wasn't so difficult but i guess everything is worth it just for you~ Its 1030am and i can't sleep cause i miss you so much =(
Good luck Inc, Nirvana.My , Mufc, XtC for later company..
Jia you ahh Nirvana.My ^^
Esther seems to hate me for scamming her bowling & pepper lunch.. lol
Woke up in the evening and went out to meet Esther before heading down to Funan. Had our dinner at Pasta Mania but the pizza we ordered like kinda salty and the drink quite sweet -.- ahh~ Sub-Way is a NO!! NO!!
Lose the compy to some people that i didn't really like although quite sian but somehow i wasn't emo at all just that i feels that i deprove a lot.. Seriously its time to train and stop slacking!! =/ Need some motivation lor~
Rm 4 shi ma.. oki3!!
Don't really have the mood to go home so went to lan with Esther, Cloud & Fm to C.A.S but somehow my mood = sian..
Wee~ damn happy they accompany me to eat the bean curd i have been craving for quite awhile.. =)
As usual this Esther drag me to eat with her, sux lor i don't know to love you or hate you!! Later on the 3 of them PS me and went home.. Hais!! Luckily Tmn came down to accompany me & we play till morning before heading home.. Its really nice to have people accompany you home instead of being alone..
Plenty of things running through my mind now.. Ahh~
Maybe it's time for me to really move on and learn how to handle things on my own instead of being so dependent on others.. There's something else that I'm looking forward too and its about time i change my life style too~
Somehow i feel so helpless at time but at the same time.. I'm HAPPY!! =) Hehe..
Can you stop making me emo every single time you talk to me?! Every time i have to use a really good attitude to talk to you in order not to let you emo but yet you never once consider about my feelings. I know there are certain things that causes you to be lidat but I have feelings too and i just can't stand it any longer.. It's not the first time already~ Hais what have i done to deserve this..
I didn't really wanted to talk about this but maybe can kinda clear up some misunderstanding or whatever impression I'm giving..
It's not that i don't like you or I'm showing you some attitude its just that i don't like to socialize with people I'm not close with so usually i will just give a very dao attitude be it online or real life. The only time you see me talk nonsense will be with those people I'm comfortable with.. I'm like that so if you can't take it just fk off i don't really care anyway.. Some people said I'm rather arrogant cause i always play with those well known Msia players something which i find it rather hilarious.. Are you jealous or something? Well.. those who understands me will know if it lidat.. =)
It's really funny how fate played everyone out, you might have known this person for a very long period of time but yet you never talk to him once but somehow after going through so much you realize he was the one you been searching for all this while..
How i wish everything wasn't so difficult but i guess everything is worth it just for you~ Its 1030am and i can't sleep cause i miss you so much =(
Good luck Inc, Nirvana.My , Mufc, XtC for later company..
Jia you ahh Nirvana.My ^^
With ♥ From Suzanna [8:26 AM]
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
Pissed off
Woke up at the wrong side of the bed today and feeling damn wrong... Na jiu suan le..
Losing spree once again.. Na ye jiu suan..
Whole day already not much mood and i still saw certain things which makes me feel weird.. Na ye jiu suan le ba..
After i saw that nick i got damn pissed off.. I hate being accuse of things that i never done, seriously did you even ask yourself why did we ended up like that? Didn't u feel you have faults? I saw that log with my own eyes, i don't need others to tell me what i should do.. FYI I'm not a small kid who needs to follow what others tells me to do.. Get your facts right!
Fk your accuse and assuming when u don't even know a single thing..
For the pass few weeks i had been emo-ing, maybe slightly too much!? So if your here to irritated me just fk off.. I had enough!!
Thankfully enough i still have friends around to listen and cheer me up..
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO NAGI.JR AKA JUN RONG AKA S** + S** LOVERS + 1V1 Champ! Hehe!
Good Luck to Nirvana.My for the upcoming China compy.. Jia You oh!!
Losing spree once again.. Na ye jiu suan..
Whole day already not much mood and i still saw certain things which makes me feel weird.. Na ye jiu suan le ba..
After i saw that nick i got damn pissed off.. I hate being accuse of things that i never done, seriously did you even ask yourself why did we ended up like that? Didn't u feel you have faults? I saw that log with my own eyes, i don't need others to tell me what i should do.. FYI I'm not a small kid who needs to follow what others tells me to do.. Get your facts right!
Fk your accuse and assuming when u don't even know a single thing..
For the pass few weeks i had been emo-ing, maybe slightly too much!? So if your here to irritated me just fk off.. I had enough!!
Thankfully enough i still have friends around to listen and cheer me up..
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO NAGI.JR AKA JUN RONG AKA S** + S** LOVERS + 1V1 Champ! Hehe!
Good Luck to Nirvana.My for the upcoming China compy.. Jia You oh!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [11:01 PM]
I just need you know!
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now
Ooo, baby, I need you now
That's totally how I'm feeling right now..
Am i missing you too much?! That I'm slightly emo?
I hate the feeling of being left alone every night, how i wish you were there but guess not!?
Why am i thinking so much?! =( Cant help it which seriously sucks..
Arhh..
Lots of random thought running through my mind..
Is this for real or just another prank that's play on me..
There are lots of factor to consider, how i wish i could just hack care everything..
Somehow everything happen too quickly and it seems so unreal..
Time was something i always felt never enough..
Sometimes it might be something very small but it just meant a lot to me..
Tell me why do humans only cherish things when they lose it!?
Should i say I'm disappointed & sad?!
The feeling sucks big time..
I'm sorry I'm not good enough..
I just wanne get myself drunk 1 night! Seriously!
I just need you now~~~~~
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now
Ooo, baby, I need you now
That's totally how I'm feeling right now..
Am i missing you too much?! That I'm slightly emo?
I hate the feeling of being left alone every night, how i wish you were there but guess not!?
Why am i thinking so much?! =( Cant help it which seriously sucks..
Arhh..
Lots of random thought running through my mind..
Is this for real or just another prank that's play on me..
There are lots of factor to consider, how i wish i could just hack care everything..
Somehow everything happen too quickly and it seems so unreal..
Time was something i always felt never enough..
Sometimes it might be something very small but it just meant a lot to me..
Tell me why do humans only cherish things when they lose it!?
Should i say I'm disappointed & sad?!
The feeling sucks big time..
I'm sorry I'm not good enough..
I just wanne get myself drunk 1 night! Seriously!
I just need you now~~~~~
With ♥ From Suzanna [4:39 AM]
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
Love!?
Yesterday meet up with Easter & Sher for dinner at Geylang, food was nice especially the tofu although I'm not a tofu kinda person. The chicken we order was raw man so the person went to re-cook it for a long period of time till the meat is kinda overcooked~
After dinner went to Sher's lan [Level Up] to ton overnight although i'm quite tired that day but i enjoy myself a lot.. I love the environment!! so bright!! I was very full that night but Easter keep force me to eat with her.. Force =( damn poor thing..
Headed home in the morning and later on went out to shao mu so can only sleep while otw there and i dream of my grandfather, its been awhile since i last dream about him..
Reach home already afternoon.. Cui!
1. Certain things happen last night and i wasn't in the right mood to talk to you but never mind ba since you wanne assume things that goes your way then so be it ba.. I'm tired of it already..
I don't know what kind of xin tai i should use to face you even things might get back to how it used to be but it will never be the same anymore.
Perhaps I'm just not good enough for you..
2. I came to know about a certain person un-glam side and that seriously shock me big time coz i didn't expect him to be like that, how disappointing can 1 get. I didn't quite believe what others said about you but somehow my option towards you totally change.. The things you are doing now to me or even to others = disappointed + sucks..
3. Whether what you saying is the truth or just joking i suppose time will time.. Perhaps I'm kinda scared to know the truth that it's just all a joke.. What will the truth really be can you tell me?! How i wish you will read my blog lol.
Chuan: We know each other on the 05 Aug 08..
Me: wtf u still remember the date when we know each other..
Chuan: ya la somewhere around Sg National Day..
Me: ok 05 Aug 2010 we go out celebrate 2years kaes LOL!
Chuan: Still make me walk like dog go that evo find you all and eat LOL
Seriously i don't remember! =<
I miss the good old days of 2008 ~
Think of where to go on 05 April 2010 k LOL!
Thanks for being there for me every night to let me whine out my emo-ness if not for you i would most likely kisiao already.. Only when Xy come Sg ur his if not u still remain my gf k LOL!
It's really time to learn how to really be independent and to be nice to people around me.. How i wish you are here now but =( hais... I think you know who I'm referring to.. ^-^
Clash of titans on Saturday anyone!?
After dinner went to Sher's lan [Level Up] to ton overnight although i'm quite tired that day but i enjoy myself a lot.. I love the environment!! so bright!! I was very full that night but Easter keep force me to eat with her.. Force =( damn poor thing..
Headed home in the morning and later on went out to shao mu so can only sleep while otw there and i dream of my grandfather, its been awhile since i last dream about him..
Reach home already afternoon.. Cui!
1. Certain things happen last night and i wasn't in the right mood to talk to you but never mind ba since you wanne assume things that goes your way then so be it ba.. I'm tired of it already..
I don't know what kind of xin tai i should use to face you even things might get back to how it used to be but it will never be the same anymore.
Perhaps I'm just not good enough for you..
2. I came to know about a certain person un-glam side and that seriously shock me big time coz i didn't expect him to be like that, how disappointing can 1 get. I didn't quite believe what others said about you but somehow my option towards you totally change.. The things you are doing now to me or even to others = disappointed + sucks..
3. Whether what you saying is the truth or just joking i suppose time will time.. Perhaps I'm kinda scared to know the truth that it's just all a joke.. What will the truth really be can you tell me?! How i wish you will read my blog lol.
Chuan: We know each other on the 05 Aug 08..
Me: wtf u still remember the date when we know each other..
Chuan: ya la somewhere around Sg National Day..
Me: ok 05 Aug 2010 we go out celebrate 2years kaes LOL!
Chuan: Still make me walk like dog go that evo find you all and eat LOL
Seriously i don't remember! =<
I miss the good old days of 2008 ~
Think of where to go on 05 April 2010 k LOL!
Thanks for being there for me every night to let me whine out my emo-ness if not for you i would most likely kisiao already.. Only when Xy come Sg ur his if not u still remain my gf k LOL!
It's really time to learn how to really be independent and to be nice to people around me.. How i wish you are here now but =( hais... I think you know who I'm referring to.. ^-^
Clash of titans on Saturday anyone!?
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:12 AM]
Saturday, April 03, 2010
FmL.com
A sudden urge to cry perhaps I'm just too emo but thanks a.h. for being there to accompany me & letting me whine out everything.. It may seems nothing but at that point of time i really needed you to be there.. xie xie ni oh!! But u fell aslp =(
Cant seems to remember when was the last time I'm truly happy and not acting like 1. I'm tired of trying not to act myself.. Wo zhen de lei le~
I no longer know what's happy anymore. Can someone teach me how to?!
Countless of emo nights have been spent alone emo-ing.. It's to the extend whereas i can't even game properly at all, usually when i'm down i would just play and recover after awhile but today i can't.. Seriously FML!!
I didn't wanne emo every single night the feeling damn sux u know!? but can i?! I don't know..
Finally tml gonna see my aiai hao xiang ta oh~
Cant seems to remember when was the last time I'm truly happy and not acting like 1. I'm tired of trying not to act myself.. Wo zhen de lei le~
I no longer know what's happy anymore. Can someone teach me how to?!
Countless of emo nights have been spent alone emo-ing.. It's to the extend whereas i can't even game properly at all, usually when i'm down i would just play and recover after awhile but today i can't.. Seriously FML!!
I didn't wanne emo every single night the feeling damn sux u know!? but can i?! I don't know..
Finally tml gonna see my aiai hao xiang ta oh~
With ♥ From Suzanna [4:23 AM]
Thursday, April 01, 2010
Yi Dian Dian Emo
When certain things are said and the damage is done, its never ever gonna be the same again anymore. It's obviously something i dislike but yet you did it again.. It's not about forgiving but the hurt is already there.. I hate people not admitting their mistake and can still argue with you when obviously its their fault and yet apologies when the hurt is already done..
/ignore is the only way i can think of since she will be there for u.. It doesn't matter anyway..
I really hate the feeling of people emo-ing me for what i don't consider as a reason. Thanks to those big mouth seriously just stfu and get a life man..
Today losing spree, abit sad can but lucky i didn't lose alone.. HAHA!!
Koy aka xhz: i thought you younger then me.. LOL!!
But wo hai shi yao kan ni feed oh so i got excuse to post ur pic..
Wait u come sg kaes then we go drink HAHA!!
Then i can take ur vomit pic part 2..
Although i'm happy i have all the Piyo's but somehow hais.. Esther dying to do burn my Piyo's.. =(
Chuan ask me to blog about him so i decided to talk about 09 de chuan not 2010..
He's damn damn nice before the psk part..
- Wake up yi ding find me..
- Yi ding pei wo wan dao wo hen lei..
- Mo qi 100% now 1% LOL..
- Hui gei wo whine even dao hen jialat =/
- Hui pei wo yi qi ba gua =/
- Hui pei wo ma ren..
- Hui pei wo feed..
Now already ed.. LOL!
Ni hui bu hui jue de you dian nei jiu!?
I'm abit emo today & it sux when ur still sick =/ sucks!
so update a emo pic to go with it.. haha~
And
I actually miss Esther alot today =/
I just hope everything will be back to normal soon..
/ignore is the only way i can think of since she will be there for u.. It doesn't matter anyway..
I really hate the feeling of people emo-ing me for what i don't consider as a reason. Thanks to those big mouth seriously just stfu and get a life man..
Today losing spree, abit sad can but lucky i didn't lose alone.. HAHA!!
Koy aka xhz: i thought you younger then me.. LOL!!
But wo hai shi yao kan ni feed oh so i got excuse to post ur pic..
Wait u come sg kaes then we go drink HAHA!!
Then i can take ur vomit pic part 2..
Although i'm happy i have all the Piyo's but somehow hais.. Esther dying to do burn my Piyo's.. =(
Chuan ask me to blog about him so i decided to talk about 09 de chuan not 2010..
He's damn damn nice before the psk part..
- Wake up yi ding find me..
- Yi ding pei wo wan dao wo hen lei..
- Mo qi 100% now 1% LOL..
- Hui gei wo whine even dao hen jialat =/
- Hui pei wo yi qi ba gua =/
- Hui pei wo ma ren..
- Hui pei wo feed..
Now already ed.. LOL!
Ni hui bu hui jue de you dian nei jiu!?
I'm abit emo today & it sux when ur still sick =/ sucks!
so update a emo pic to go with it.. haha~
And
I actually miss Esther alot today =/
I just hope everything will be back to normal soon..
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:00 AM]